^^ i think many of you are wondering where i am, what i'm doing etc. I'm still at mph working in a department where i dont know how to read and write the language -_-""""

It may seems weird, but i feel a lil thrilled working in that area. Yeah finding books can be difficult but if it wasnt for that i wouldnt have the initiative to get the know the language.

Though i do hope that the salary would be a lil higher, still it's a learning experience.

It may seems a lil too late, but there's a lot of things that i want to do. To learn about business or to enrol in a volunteer program or to learn cooking or just to work in a zoo for a day.

It may seem like a limited tiring working life as it eats away your free time but mum's right about it, working serves as a purpose. And it is a purpose that makes strive and grow :D

O.O

i probably just might have a supernatural ability. An ability to predict results. Ha!

Remember i said about applying for another job in the previous post? Yeah, my hunch is right. I did not get the job unfortunately.

*pats self on the back*

Lol, i wasnt exactly upset, i wasnt that disappointed neh, dont give me that look, oklah maybe just a bit sad but not enough to hold me down.

But i was happy that i tried. *claps for my own effort*

*kay off to job hunt*

impromptu dizziness

i've never been good at impromptu. Sometimes i said stuff without proper thinking.

O_O i'm afraid it did jeopardize my chance. Damn. Made a call to a company this morning, asking on why I was called. It turns out that they are still reviewing my application and just wanna call to inform me.

=_= never did i expect them to call me back a few minutes later to ask questions. -_- think i completely blew it. I said i was attached to another company and was on probation. That probably threw them off i think. Q_Q suppose to say it;s only temporary. Let's just hope they dont take it to heart :D

-.- somehow i doubt it. Sigh this is just me. Failing at impromptu-ness. I should start giving up now, but i was happy that i did tried =D

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I was wondering why no replies rupa-rupanya hotmail didnt send my msg through -_-, but i dont know that for sure also, maybe their inbox is really full too.

Luckily i braved myself to send another time, of course not hotmail, gmail =) it works, for now i'm just sadly wanting for a reply that wont be coming :(

We are born into the same family at different times. Yet i wondered why is our lives so much different? why am i the one who always have to go through difficult stuff? Why am i the one who always have to struggle but yet just get an average result? Why am i the one who works the hardest but yet get nothing in return? Why am i the one who is always alone.

we're in the same family but it seems i got nothing.

hmmmm

this is life before work :

- staring at computer screen
- eating brunch
- wondering why am i working
- hoping i dont have to work
- zzzzzzz